hi...

Its been a long gap for me that i haven't shared anything in this blog. But it doesn't mean that nothing happened all these days. I had my life's worst time in this two years. Fate & dark played a splendid game in the journey of my life. As of the name suggest "Greeny days of my life" has turned to be a blue moon which is filled with miseries.sorrow,problem which hacked my head. ok..!! I don't want to brief a lot here.once u read this u will automatically understand what is all about my life. 

I write this page ospecially for my girl who is the soul and trinity of me. Ofcourse she would be the only person who would be reading this.><

As of i said in the last post everything was going good and healthy. She totally turned to be girl i always dreamt to be. She loved me and cared me more than a mother which made me forgot this world. Of course i was the most happiest person in the universe. Everything was quiet lovely and phenomenous. which made me realize what i am actually doing. I once had a good friend named Bhavi who cared me well and a nice well wisher too. All the problems in me about my girl i shared with her. As days passed she liked me more and started loving me and i have no idea what she is going through since i always thought her to be a friend. I heard many saying that she tells her friends that we both are in a relationship though i never gave ears to hear it. But the day came which made this news a major factory and i blasted her and i cut the conversation with her.

 "Though my girl isn't talking to me, soul in a heart is one and the girl in my heart is one. Since i never found a difference between her and the soul...!!"

Then after days,my princess joined in my own college which took me to sky and even to say a hi to alien. But as usual her fear,shyness all those made her to act like a stranger to me which hurted me always though i never said her.my baby and bhavi met each other and that bitch said that "we both were in love and i cheated her" till now i don't find a reason how could she say so. On hearing to this,my little baby mind confused and she started trusting her did some things stupidly which i cried a lot at times. The gap between me and my girl increased and she went away for a long with out no reason.(Till now i don't know the reason why she din speak to me after FUTURA)

When all thesze things were happening,i got the friendship of keerthana. I don't know what attracted me to her. I shared all my sorrows and pain in my heart which she made in me."If it was just a girl making you cry,u will weep. But it was my baby who made it. So i bleed."

Here were my fate started its innings to play. Keerthana proposed me when we both went to banglore for a trip and i maintained silent. Angry on my girl,pressure,tension aching my head made me to take a decision to accept her proposal thinking when i move with another, atleast by angry wont she slap me and join my hands. The sorrows and pain that my girl made i shared it with keerthana. That was the only conversation between us. Pain my girl gave and the comfort keerthana gave made me to have a positive view on her and i started loving her. After all i am also a human who seek for love and happiness.

 Though fate play its game, the soul is one,heart is one and my life is one and that's my ammu..
I talked and spend my life with keerthana in a fake smile and talk which i never possible for me to even think about forgetting my ammu.whatever keerthana does,She smiles, play, talk, try to impress me, everything remembered only my amritha rather than her. But how can i say this to a girl who is thinking i am in a serious relationship with her.
The day came which made me to realize that everything happens in this world had a reason and people are always selfish. Keerthana used me to forget her black past. Since she wanna forget her sorrows and to move on. Later she herself realized it is a wrong play she came into my life and she feels sorry for coming in between me and ammu. After al she is a girl.
But this is a part of what actually happened.,.........